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Alright, so I have been a loser and have not updated in forever... I am terribly sorry, and I beg your apologies. Not really- I've been busy, I can't apologize for that.

Ok! So... here's the new schedule.

1. Chemistry Lab (Lease)
2. Forensics (Bates)
3. Theater Arts I (Panyard)
4. Lunch
5. Chemistry Lecture (Lease)
6. AP History (Allmacher)
7. Honors English (Magillivary)
8. Geometry (Sobczeck, or however it's spelled.)

1.What is your full name? Rebecca Nicole Poronto
2. Nicknames? Becca
3. Age: 15- almost 16 (legal age of consent. ;)
4. Sex: how do you like it?
5. Social Security: umm...
6. Where do you live? here
7. What school do you attend? HFII
8. Siblings and their ages? Andrew- 8 Noah-6
9. Pets: Stella and Max
10. Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius (fire sign, baby!)
11. Righty or Lefty: righty

*********YOUR LOOKS*********
12. Hair color: red
13. Eye color: green
14. Height: 5 foot 1
15. Do you wear glasses or contacts? i should...
16. Do you have any piercings? yes
17. Where do you want more? yes
18. Do you have a tattoo? not yet...
19. If so what and where? --
20. Do you wear any rings? not often
21. Do you have a certain fashion you follow? whatever i feel like

**********JUST LATELY***************
22. How are you today? honestly... well...
23. What pants are you wearing right now? blue sweatpants
24. What underwear are you wearing right now? not wearing any (no, I'm not kidding, wink wink)
25. What does your hair look like right now? its really messy and curly
26. What song are u listening to right now? ugh- emilee and Julia are listening to Lindsey Lohan (lol)
27. What was the last thing you ate? ice cream
28. How is the weather right now? nice
29. Last person you talked to on the phone: Emilee
30. Last dream you can remember: lol- it was last night- it started off pretty sweet, but then the world got attacked and we had to run to kings cross station... and I was about to get some!
31. Who are you talking to right now? Marianne, Emilee, and Julia
32. What time is it? 3:38

********More about YOU!*****************
33. What are the last four digits of your phone number? 4512
34.u were a crayon, what color would u want to be? black
36. Do u like the person that sent u this? course!
37. How do u eat an Oreo? i dunno
38. What makes you happy? Laughing
39. What's the next CD you are going to buy? Fall out boy
40. What religion/denomination are you? Lutheran
41. What's the best advice ever given to you? Focus inwardly when you want improvement
42. Have u ever won any special awards? yes- i have a trophy! woo!
43. What are your future goals? I would love to act, whether on a small stage or on a big screen, it doesn't matter
44. Do u like to dance? yeah
45. Worst sickness u ever had? Phemonia- two weeks
46. What's the stupidest thing u ever done? drowned noodles
47. What's your favorite memory? umm...
48. If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be? i have to choose one?
49. Who do you like? haha- well
50. How many kids do you want to have? Maybe 1 or 2, im not sure
51. Son's name? Ian?
52. Daughter's name? Ava
53. Do you do drugs? no
54. Do you drink? have- but not consistently
55. What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? Herbal Essences
56. What sport do you hate the most? Basketball
57. What are you most scared of? failure
58. How many TV's do you have in your house? 5
59. Do you have your own? yes
60. Phone line? no i have a cell phone though
61. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no- except for this stuffed cow which makes really funny noises
62. Have you ever broken/sprained/fractered a bone: nope
64. Who do you tell your dreams to? no one, really
65. Who's the loudest friend you have? Marianne
66. Who's the quietest friend: Aleks
67. Is cheerleading a sport? HELL YEAH!! cheerleaders work harder than football players and go to competitions!! =]lol- luv u em
68. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop? are you trying to turn me on?
69. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? who cares?


*************YOU and LOVE************************
70. Do you believe in Love? Yeah, and that it was created with the purpose of causing pain...
71. Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? no
72. Do you have a crush? hard to say
73. Who is your crush? cuz im that dumb
74. Did you send this to your crush? i didn't send it, i posted it
75. Do you believe in Love at first sight? sometimes- i believe in chemistry
76. Where would you like to go on your honeymoon? i just need a bed and some pills
77. What song do you want played at your wedding? thats never the part i think about, to be honest
78. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? haha- ummm...
79. Are you too shy to ask someone out? i don't know, probably, but as im a girl, that works
80. Who could u spend your life with? Anyone who can put up with me... im sorry to whoever it is in advance, lol
81. Do you find yourself attractive? oh baby oh baby (raises eyebrow sarcastically)
82. Do u see yourself as ugly? sometimes
83. Do others find you attractive? i dunno

***********Pick One: THIS OR THAT**********************
100. Lights on/off: off ;)
101. sun or rain? rain
102. Micky D's(McDonalds) or BK(Burger King)? neither- taco bell
103. Do u like scary or happy movies better? umm, both
104. Backstreet Boys or NSYNC? yeah, right
105. On the phone or in person? in person
106. Paper or plastic? plastic
107. Sausage or pepperoni? good combo
108. Summer or winter? summer
109. Hugs or kisses? both
110. Chocolate or white milk: chocolate duh!!
111. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper: Dr. Pepper =]
112. Is the glass half full or half empty? who cares? Just drink what's in the glass.
113. CD or Tape: CD
114. Tape or DVD: Dvd
115. Cats or Dogs: cats
116. Mud or Jell-O wrestling: Mud
117. Vanilla or Chocolate: Chocolate!!!!!!!!!!!!
118. Skiing or Boarding: ... sledding?
119. Day or night: niiight
120. Cake or pie: neither
121. Diamond or pearl: dimonds are a girls best friend =]-lol, again, luv u em (platonically of course)
122. sunset or sunrise: depends on what your doing or did


***************YOUR FAVS*******************
123. Color: black, green
124. food: mexican
125. Fast Food: taco bell
126. Candy: did you know chocolate is an aphrodesiac?
128. Ice Cream Flavor: mint chocolate chip
129. Sport?: running
130. Animal: Wombat
131: Music: rock
132. Radio Station: 89.9
133. Song: To Icarus with all sincerity
134. Band: Right now I really like Race the Sun and A Thorn for Every Heart
135. Fav. Actor or Actress: Actor- Alan Rickman
136. Fav. day of the year? July 16- tehe
137. Fav. time of year? i dunno, end of spring cuz school is fun then
138. TV show? i dunno, don't watch it much
139. Grocery Store: Meijers
140. Scent: Cool
141. Teacher: anyone who is sarcastic and mean- i find it entertaining
142. Board Game: I DONT KNOW!
143. Saying: Thank you, Hoppy Rabbit

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GUYS!!!!! I dyed my hair red, and it is wash out stuff, but my mother said if I want to, I can do it permanently. Should I???

Hey there!

Listen, sorry my entries have been gloomy, cuz I know the one I just posted was, but I haven't been able to update regularly, so you caught me when things aren't great.



So, this summer, I want to see you all! If not, at least talk to you. I'm hardly ever online, but you can still call me, and please do! I always answer the phone, so you don't really have to worry about my parents, and I'm going to start carrying my cell.

Home: (586) 566 4512
Cell: (586) 610-6776

So this has been a bad week. It's just been bad, I've been sooo off and completely not myself. Sorry if anyone thinks I'm mad at them or something like that, but with the stress of exams and the fury I have for a certain person or three is overwhelming and I'm on the verge of an emotional meltdown. Hopefully this weekend is enough to get me back to normal, but if I've upset anyone or anything like that (or I've just been downright different), pretty much assume that it's all due to this stuff, and I feel no different about you than I did a week ago and my thoughts have been centered around one or two central issues, so yeah...

You know what I can not stand? When people don't tell you what they're thinking. I'm so sick of having to wonder what the heck is going on in someones head, it would be sooooo much easier if they would just tell me! I know some people are just plain afraid of my reaction, or they think I'll take it the wrong way, but I won't! I don't want to hear stuff through other people, I just want things said to my face so there's no room for confusion. I'm sick of confusion, and I'm sick of endlessly and desperately attempting to understand some people. Why oh why can't thinks just be simpler? Eurgh. That's all I have to say.



I want to go crawl under the covers and pretend nothing is wrong. I want to hide from every thought running through my head, I don't even want to think.

Your Birthdate: November 25

Your birth on the 25th day of the month (7 energy) modifies your life path by giving you some special interest in technical, scientific, or other complex and often hard to understand subjects. You may become something of a perfectionist and a stickler for details. Your thinking is logical and intuitive, rational and responsible. Your feelings may run deep, but you are not very likely to let them show. This birthday makes you a more private person, more introspective and perhaps more inflexible. In friendships you are very cautious and reserved. You are probably inventive, and given to unique approaches and solutions.

Well, it is right, but it only hit about half of my personality... they totally failed to mention the part where I'm crazy.




Just Kidding! Or maybe I'm not... you never know...

Ok, so today was a fantabulous day. Last night was a fantabulous night. Ok, so at the 6:15, I went and saw Star Wars... it was fantabulous (I wonder how many times I could use that word in one posting?). Steve wore a trenchcoat and looked like a detective, and then I got to wear it so that was fun.

I have something to say about a certain character but I can't because it will ruin the movie for you all. All I have to say is how could... he... younglings... oh cry cry cry.

AHHHHHH! I CANNOT STAND MY PARENTS!

I was all excited about tonight because Jessica, Marissa, and I are going out and then going back to Marissa's for a sleepover. Fun friend time, woop!

Ok, so my dad is over here being a complete asshole, swearing more than an R rated movie, and going on and on about what a self absorbed stuck up teenager I am just because I was trying to get my brothers dinner and I was doing that before I let the dog out (god forbid).

Then, I called my mom to see what she was doing tomorrow because I want to go to the movies with a group of people (whom Aleks and I haven't contacted yet, so don't feel left out because if you are friends with us and in forensics you're probably one of those people we'll call once we get the details worked out) and my mom was like, "Well with who?" and I told her a group of guys and girls, and she's like, "So two guys and two other girls?" and I'm like "yes." and she says with this horrible disapproving, your the worst daughter in the world tone of voice, "A date?" and I'm like, "No, it is a group of guys and girls that are friends, not 'a date'." God, I hate her! I know it doesn't sound that bad, but trust me, the way she is drives my crazy and grr I hate her. Why the heck would I ever tell her anything if she's always going to be so fricken uptight?

I am so sick of these people. You know, it is soooo hard because I sit here and tell myself repeatedly that it makes me stronger to put up with all their criticm and that some day I'll have a life better than this, but GOD! I don't know how much more I can take! Seriously, I spent the first half of this year like, never being happy about anything, because every time I don't seem miserable they start coming down on me. Maybe they just like me that way because I don't do as much stuff. WELL EXCUSE ME FOR HAVING FRIENDS! They just don't want me to because all theirs always let them down... maybe that's why they don't want any contact with the outside world. For them its all about work and rising to the top, they don't give a care about what happens on the way. Sad thing is, with that attitude, they're never gonna get anywhere. Guess that's why it's my goal to be as different from them as possible...















Thanks to all my wonderful friends who are my sunshine on a cloudy day... hehe. Alot of you have helped me through the hardest times in my life, and you all make my life worth living. I love you lots!

K! so... today happens to be another glorious day cuz I am going to see Star Wars later, should be fun. I went to the mall yesterday and got new pants and a shirt, so fun stuff as well!

Let me tell you a funny story about what happened yesterday.

It was shortly after fifth hour. I went to my locker, and was standing there talking to Steve. Now here's the great thing about my locker. It is strategically located on the end of the row near a corner, so I have lots of space and a garbage can where I precariously place my books as I desperately attempt to unlock my locker. Here's the not so great thing about the trash can: It is round. Every class switching period is like a balancing act in the circus... but there are no nets. (now its gettin all suspenfully!) So I had my books perched on this trash can, and was minding my own business when my planner rudely flew to the floor. I screamed. All the papers in it spilled out, and as there was a stampede of people in the hallway, I quickly bent down to get them. However, I lost my balance and yelled, "Oh no! I'm falling!" and then I thought I'd caught my balance, but apparently not as shortly after I was sprawled on the floor. I tried picking up my papers, but with the people in the hallway and my awkward position and laughing, my efforts were futile. So I gave up and let my head fall to my hands, and I sat there on the floor, laughing and mourning over my pathetic state. Meanwhile, Steve is leaning on the evil trash can cracking up...

Yes, I eventually collected my things and rose to my feet.

Don't you love how I can take a two minute incident and turn it into a mini-novel? Yeah, me too.



BECCA!




OMG I ALMOST FORGOT! I just saw a preview for the next Harry Potter movie, and OMG IT LOOKS FREAKIN AMAZING! whoo... anyways...

SOooooooo! Ok, today was a good day. Not 100% why, but it just was. It all started at 4:30... *dreamy music plays in backround, Becca looks around with eyebrow raised, then shrugs shoulders*

I wake up... the alarm clock is bleating obnoxiously. I crawl to the end of my bed, kneel there for a minute staring at the clock, then turn it off, hit snooze, and climb back into bed.

5:00- the alarm clock insists once again that I get up out of bed. I comply, but only partially. I turn on my light, put on half of the outfit I will wear this day, and crawl back into bed.

6:00- My eyes open slowly, and I gaze around me. It's like a fairy tale... then I realize that this is not a fairy tale and that the bus is coming in half an hour. I say, "Uh-Oh" in a very childish voice and roll off of my bed.

6:00 and 1/8- I land on the floor with a thud. Note to self: make the effort to *step* out of bed as rolling hurts.

7:00- Usually I am to school by now. Today, however, the bus is stranded about thirty feet from school in a long line of traffic. If all this misery wasn't going towards a new theater, I would protest.

7:15- We finally arrive at the school doors. I put away my stuff and stagger towards the drama room, where I meet Steve and Jordan who are playing with a holographic Hagrid card. Actually, that's the only thing I can really remember from before 8 cuz I was sooooo tired. I could have traveled to arabia, bought a fry maker that will not break (O, it broke!), ridden a monkey disguised as an elephant, and wished for the nile and I wouldn't even know it.

Now it is three fifteen and I just got home. I don't have any homework and star wars is in two days, so happy happy joy joy! *does a little dance*



Now I'm gonna find something to eat so that I don't pass out as I sadly have tendancy to do (I actually did, yesterday, but luckily I was in my room when I started getting dizzy and so I layed down and GONE I WAS! cool feeling, really... lol. then I got up, was still dizzy, and ate, and then I was fine, and then I went to Emilees and then I came home and did homework and then I went to bed and then I woke up... and you know what happened from there!)


LALALALALALA... hehe...

P.S. I also thought it was important that you know I made a house out of the Detroit Freepress and sat in the middle of the street in it until Emilee started chasing me with a shovel and cars threatened to run me over. I will never be homeless, it's too hard!

So I went to the dentist... no cavities, woopdeewoop... cuz I'm so exited. Ugh, so I'm in a horrible mood because I went to talk to my friend Emilee, but that didn't work out cuz I had to come home and babysit and wash the floors. So now I'm on my hands and knees, mopping up muddy footprints and stupid dust bunnies... although I'm not sure why their called dust "bunnies", seeing as how bunnies are cute and fun and these are ugly and a heck of a challenge to get rid of...

So I'm a bout to leave for the dentist, but I thought I'd hop on here and give you a little update. This weekend, I caught up with my childhood... or rather, let it catch up with me. I played my pokemon gameboy game and watched the Lion King and Aladdin. Twas fun! You know... I don't remember what else I was gonna say, so I'll come back later and let you know about my dental appointment, maybe i'll have remembered by then.

You scored as Sleeping Beauty. Your alter ego is Princess Aurora, a.k.a. Sleeping Beauty! You are beautiful and enchanting, and as sweet as ever. </td> Sleeping Beauty 100% Ariel 81% Cinderella 81% Peter Pan 75% Goofy 63% Donald Duck 56% The Beast 50% Snow White 50% Cruella De Ville 44% Pinocchio 19% Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego? created with QuizFarm.com

Ok, took another disney character quiz... and I got the same character! that makes it true. Trust me.

I took another quiz on which body part you are attracted to... but there's no need to post those results...

You scored as Drama nerd. </td> Drama nerd 69% Punk/Rebel 50% Prep/Jock/Cheerleader 31% Goth 31% Loner 31% Stoner 25% Ghetto gangsta 25% Geek 19% What's Your High School Stereotype? created with QuizFarm.com

Ok, so I took this the first time and it said I was a rebel/punk... Well I decided to take the quiz over because it didn't seem too accurate. (It seems the computer couldnt decide, and before I got my answers, it made me answer: "Which of the following is more accurate? You skip class often or many of your friends are gay or bisexual?" I chose, I skip class often, although I don't anymore because it would mean my death. and then it gave me punk/rebel. So I retook the quiz and it said I was a "Drama Nerd," and I must admit, I am not too fond of their depiction of the "drama nerd." I DONT LOOK LIKE THAT! alot of the drama people don't look like that either... hmph. the injustice of it all.

I have a decision to make. The trouble is, I can't seem to come up with too many options, or maybe the problem is that I just can't narrow them down. Sometimes I wonder where the heck I'm going in life and why I can never see what's on the path ahead till it's too late. The road is always twisting, and you never know if it's best to just trust your instinct or take a risk. Risks can be so rewarding...yet not. You make decisions, and you try to do both, but when you look back, you wonder what the hell was going through your mind? And you wonder if you should keep on truckin, or if you should just give in and go take another road. But with all the other factors involved, how can you decide? In the end, you keep going, because you don't ever want to wonder what if.

I never want to wonder "what if". But what if I do?

SO OK

I prettified my livejournal, that was an adventure, let me tell you. Do you know how long it took me to decode the all the computeriness? A LONG TIME. Aaaannnnnyyyyways. Mes parents are going out, and they will be gone till like, three in the morning. Can you believe it? Me neither. I have to sit here and supervise the kiddos until early in the morning. On the bright side, Emilee might come over. On the down side, she might not.

Also on the down side...
So, I wanted to go to a partay tonight, cuz it was gonnabefun and there would be great people there, but uno problemo. Mes Parents said NO. And you know why? Cuz there were going to be seniors there, and they won't be in the city. Mind you, they tell me this AFTER I hold up my end of the deal, getting a sitter and getting details, and the day AFTER I chipped in my five bucks for food.

And now know what? I finally asked for AIM back, and my dad just said, "You know, I don't like instant messanger because you sit on my computer all night and you type to your friends and you laugh out loud and its annoying, and I don't know who you're talking to, and I can't believe all the people on your buddy list are your close friends, So your mom and I still have to talk about it, but I don't really miss it being on there, do you Debby?"

GRRRRRRRRRRRR

Well of course they don't miss it, they don't have any friends on there. And God FORBID I should laugh! Good lord, and I've gone down my list and proved that I know every single person, and I don't even talk to all of them. But do they believe me? NOOOOOO. AND I've told them a million times that they should just put it on my computer, and almost all these problems would be solved. But they won't let me have internet in my room because they think I'm going to get seduced or watch porn or something... I don't know.

You know, I was in a good mood when I started this post...

I'm so bored, and once again, not a huge point to this seeing as how no one reads this journal seeing as how im never online. Hopefully that will change soon.

HIA yall.... just kidding, I would never say yall. ya know, i don't know who im telling anything to, cuz im never online, therefore my journal is never updated and no one ever reads it. If you think about it, its all very pointless.